how i find heaven

Thursday, January 21, 2010

The Meadow


Kate Knapp Johnson

Half the day lost, staring
at this window. I wanted to know
just one true thing

about the soul, but I left thinking
for thought, and now--
two inches of snow have fallen

over the meadow. Where did I go,
how long was I out looking
for you?, who would never leave me,
my withness, my here.

From poetry 180, selected by Billy Collins, pg. 177,
Random House, 2003

Somebody Consoles Me With a Poem


Sa'ndor Csoo'ri
translated from the Hungarian by Len Roberts and Ldszlo' Ve'rtes

Can you hear it? Somebody's reading a poem to me over the telephone,
he's consoling me for my dead,
for myself,
he's promising a snowfall on my forehead.
snow on our common resting place:
on a bed, forests, beyond the skeletons of yesterday's flowers,
and healing silence in a gentle cellar,
where plum-tree logs
will burn, blazing
there will be wine on the table,
onion
and bread,
otherworldly light gleaming from a sharp knife,
and on the timeless, white cellar wall
an ant, separate from its army,
marches toward future centuries.
Can you hear it? What he says, he says to you as well:
don't flap into the night,
into mourning, into soot,
you're not a angel, nor a condor,
you're a sweet country's sole dweller [...]
From This Art, Poems about Poetry, pg. 83,
edited by Michael Wiegers,
Copper Canyon Press, 2003

Sunday, January 10, 2010

At the Cancer Clinic

Ted Kooser

She is being helped toward the open door
that leads to the examining rooms
by two young women I take to be her sisters.
Each bends to the weight of an arm
and steps with the straight, tough bearing
of courage. At what must seem to be
a great distance, a nurse holds the door,
smiling and calling encouragement.
How patient she is in the crisp white sails
of her clothes. The sick woman
peers from under her funny knit cap
to watch each foot swing scuffing forward
and take its turn under her weight.
There is no restlessness or impatience
or anger anywhere in sight. Grace
fills the clean mold of this moment
and all the shuffling magazines grow still.

from Delights & Shadows, Copper Canyon Press, Port Townsend, WA 2004


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

The Book of Questions #XXI


Pablo Neruda
translated from the Spanish by William O'Daly

And when light was forged
did it happen in Venezuela?

Where is the center of the sea?
Why do waves never go there?

Is it true that the meteor
was a dove of amethyst?

Am I allowed to ask my book
whether it's true I wrote it?

From This Art, Poems about Poetry,
edited by Michael Wiegers,
Copper Canyon Press, 2003

Speech Alone


Jean Follain
translated from the French by W.S. Merwin

It happens that one pronounces
a few words just for oneself
alone on this strange earth
then the small white flower
the pebble like those that went before
the sprig of stubble
find themselves reunited
at the foot of the gate
which one opens slowly
to enter the house of clay
while chairs, table, cupboard,
blaze in a sun of glory.

From This Art, Poems about Poetry,
Copper Canyon Press, 2003


White Towels


Richard Jones

I have been studying the difference
between solitude and loneliness,
telling the story of my life
to the clean white towels taken warm from the dryer.

I carry them through the house
as though they were my children
asleep in my arms.

From poetry 180, selected by Billy Collins
Random House, 2003

Night Flight


George Bilgere

I am doing laps at night, alone
In the indoor pool. Outside
It is snowing, but I am warm
And weightless, suspended and out
Of time like a fly in amber.

She is thousands of miles
From here, and miles above me,
Ghosting the stratosphere,
Heading from New York to London.
Though it is late, even
At that height, I know her light
Is on, her window a square
Of gold as she reads mysteries
Above the Atlantic. I watch

The line of black tile on the pool’s
Floor, leading me down the lane.
If she looks down by moonlight,
Under a clear sky, she will see
Black water. She will see me
Swimming distantly, moving far
From shore, suspended with her
In flight through the wide gulf
As we swim toward land together.

From Haywire, Utah State University Press, 2006

Monday, January 4, 2010

In a Garden


Amy Lowell
(excerpt)

And I wished for night and you.
I wanted to see you in the swimming pool,
White and shining in the silver-flecked water.

While the moon rode over the garden,
High in the arch of night,
And the scent of the lilacs was heavy with stillness.

Night, and the water, and you in your whiteness, bathing!

From Sword Blades and Poppy Seed (1914)

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Time Slip


Laurie Sutherland

The bus leaves First and Pike
And I open my new old book,
Just rescued from the thrift store.
A yellowed schedule tumbles out,
Seattle Municipal Railway, 1924,
With a note in faded pencil:
Dance tonight at hall -- Joe.
Outside the rain-splashed windows
A Model T glides by.

From Poetry on Wheels,
King County's Poetry on Buse,
Floating Bridge Press, 2006

Saturday, January 2, 2010

The Woman I Love


Hafiz
Persia, now Iran, 1320-1389
translated by Daniel Ladinsky
(excerpt)

Because the woman I love lives inside of you.

I lean as close to your body with my words as I can--
and I think of you all the time,
dear pilgrim.

Because the one I love goes with you wherever you go,
Hafiz will always be
near.

If you sat before me, wayfarer, with your aura bright from
your many charms,

my lips could resist rushing to you, but my eyes, my eyes
can no longer hide the wondrous fact of who
you really are.

From Love Poems from God,
Penguin Putnam, Inc., 2002

Friday, January 1, 2010

Who

Jane Kenyon

These lines are written
by an animal, an angel,
a stranger sitting in my chair;
by someone who already knows
how to live without trouble
among books, and pots and pans...

Who is it who asks me to find
language for the sound
a sheep's hoof makes when it strikes
a stone? And who speaks
the words which are my food?

From Jane Kenyon Collected Poems,
Graywolf Press, 2005